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Keiran 23 years old living in London. Sharing my life experiences of how I have dealt and currently dealing with a life long illness

My wish is to spread my story for others to feel comfortable about speaking about theirs. life is a rollercoaster and mine has been full of ups and downs that I want to share.



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